Bees In Her Breath

are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

Fri, 01 Jun 2012 12:48:57 -0500

Honestly, I’m not a huge Beatles fan, so no.

My undercut got reshaved, bazam!

Sat, 19 May 2012 13:27:38 -0500

My undercut got reshaved, bazam!

Me and my man the cowboy, yeeehaw

Sat, 19 May 2012 13:27:10 -0500

Me and my man the cowboy, yeeehaw

Shaved the side of my head today, yep thats me, its a tribute...

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 13:32:00 -0500

Shaved the side of my head today, yep thats me, its a tribute and reminder to nit caring what others think of what i look like, what i want, think, or like.

nevska: Photo taken by http://www.facebook.com/dimencet

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:57 -0500

nevska:

Photo taken by http://www.facebook.com/dimencet

fist2facex: Hey there.

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:54 -0500

fist2facex:

Hey there.

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:49 -0500

anythinglambert: I got my sidecut!Now I can flip my hair like...

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:42 -0500

anythinglambert:

I got my sidecut!Now I can flip my hair like Tommy!

GIFSoup

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:36 -0500

insomniyak: I have new hair yeeaaahhh!

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:31 -0500

insomniyak:

I have new hair yeeaaahhh!

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:26 -0500

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:11 -0500

jessjmua: contempt smiles on We Heart It....

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:17:05 -0500

jessjmua:

contempt smiles on We Heart It. http://weheartit.com/entry/26203354

DAMN.

yeah, i need her hair.

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Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:16:44 -0500

brittgetsfit.tumblr.com is my health/fitness blog

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 10:03:23 -0500

Justa reminder because I’m a idiot sometimes and miss post stuff in her, most of my posts on that subject are over there.

Rough day

Sat, 14 Apr 2012 01:00:34 -0500

It’s been a pretty rough day. Really struggling to stay positive and keep my eye on the prize at times.

Work was very stressful, 2x over ratio, 12 little ones all going crazy from cabin fever - lots of rain last few days. I was kicked, spit on, hair pulled out, and just plain drove to the brink. Love my babies but wish they’d be nice back!

Then I come home, I try and blow it all off, lots of drama, huge fight with the hubs again, sometimes I like to gloss over things, but the truth is we are seperated, and one day he says he wants me back, but never does the necessary things, just feeling really disrespected, and even when we make up, i feel unresolved, hard to trust with this constant back and forth of his about what we are doing, i hate when he drops the ‘d’ word on me for no reason, and how he is allowed to be angry but i’m not.

I’m going to visit on sunday. We’ll see. I don’t know how I feel anymore. I love him, we’ve been together for 8 years, but love isn’t always everything, sometimes happiness means a lot too, and health and freedom, and I just want to have my cake and eat it too I guess, I want him to change and it’s hard to be patient and give that process a chance.

So while we were fighting I lost my workout time for the day. Have to do it tomorrow instead, hopefully it won’t be so bad out, but they are predicting tornado type activity all day so yeah, not a great forecast. Find something inside to do, sigh.

want to get my hair cut, but kind of nervous. I want to buzz one side really short, but keep wondering if that is a good idea or me just being impulsive. I have long hair, near down to my waist, if I cut one side and hate it I will have to go pixie basically and i don’t have the face shape for it.

Then I tried to find some outfits to where for a girls night out (if it isn’t cxled due to weather :( I need it, plz no) … not feeling so slim, was a bit of a blow to my self esteem, but trying to remember that i’m making progress. I can’t expect the world in a day.

Diet was good. I did get a workout at work though, so that is good, I just need to find some good relaxation techniques and employ them. I’d like to meditate more but i’m staying at my parents with 10 kids while me and him work things out…sleeping on a couch, living out of garbage bags in the garage, trying to stay happy, healthy, work out, eat well, reduce stress…be positive…hard sometimes…

really trying though. needed to get that off my chest.

I want this haircut, kind of sort of, but longer, and without...

Fri, 13 Apr 2012 22:45:12 -0500

I want this haircut, kind of sort of, but longer, and without the cut ins…

everyone says they will disown me…

ITS HAIR PEOPLE COME ON. it grows back wtf. but no one says anything to my sister with facebook fads tattooed on her wrist or metal in all available face holes :V not that there is anything wrong with piercings, but a haircut seems less, i don’t know, to be upset about.

eff it, ima do it son. YEAH! tomorrow, if I’ve got the guts?

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Fri, 13 Apr 2012 20:09:31 -0500